Thursday, July 03, 2008
{ 7:37 AM }
i feel so sorry for myself. i dont understand why i cant do it when i have done all the preparation. i feel so pathetic and stupid. yea, i'm just not smart enough. early in the morning came a bomb. not literally. my chem paper was released at the second period i think. i already prepared myself for the shock, but i didnt know i still couldnt take it. sigh..and that sentence made me even more angry and bitter. then i thought of you. i dont know how i'm suppose to tell you this sucky result. i really did put in effort for that particular subject (but maybe still not that much as others have), but i still didnt make it. i cmi la. i'm so so so sorry i let you down yet again. and also, i want to say sorry to those people whom i daoed this morning because of my super lousy mood. hahaas. i've kan kai already. there's no use for me to brood over this thing. why not look forward to a new beginning tomorrow? jia you to everyone who didnt do as well as they want to do for mye. i'm sure this will change when promo comes. jia you jia you(: